Two years ago, Natalie Pollard was sentenced to spend the next decade of her life in prison.
It meant the St. Paul woman would miss the early years of the son she gave birth to in jail after her conviction on charges that she unintentionally murdered her boyfriend in July 2015.
But now Pollard gets to watch her son grow up.
This past fall, the Minnesota Court of Appeals reversed her murder conviction, opening the door for Pollard’s recent guilty plea to second-degree manslaughter.
The plea deal with prosecutors means Pollard isn’t expected to serve any additional prison time when she’s sentenced for her new conviction in May, according to the Ramsey County attorney’s office.
In other words, she’s free.
It’s all still sinking in, Pollard said recently in a St. Paul coffee shop.
“Being able to enjoy my kids and watch them grow up and know that their mother is there, that’s all I want,” said Pollard, 36, who has five other children. “I was far away, but now I’m here. … Now I just want to get a solid future planned for them and set an example for my children as a woman.”
The turn of events was not as welcome for her deceased boyfriend’s father, who called the Ramsey County attorney’s office’s plea offer an “injustice” that did not reflect the truth of what happened to his son.
His concern is not that Pollard has been released from prison, but that she no longer has to take responsibility for what he maintains was murder.
“It’s not right,” Silas Nwankpa said. “When somebody kills somebody … to then let them (plead) to something lesser is an injustice … I don’t understand why they would do that.”
RULING FROM HIGHER COURT
Pollard was released from prison in October after the higher court reversed and remanded her second-degree unintentional-murder conviction in the death of Obinna Nwankpa, 30, on the grounds that the Ramsey County District Court erred in the instructions it gave jurors in her case.
The ruling meant the Ramsey County attorney’s office had to retry her if it wanted the murder conviction to stand.
This month, the prosecution offered Pollard the chance to plead guilty to second-degree manslaughter instead. It’s a significantly less serious offense than murder.
The decision came after the county attorney’s office re-evaluated the case in preparation for her new trial, said Dennis Gerhardstein, spokesman for the Ramsey County attorney’s office.
Gerhardstein said his office had been in contact with Nwankpa’s family about the development.
“We came to the conclusion that the state’s interest in holding the defendant accountable for the death of the victim would be satisfied with a lesser conviction of second-degree manslaughter and prison time already served,” Gerhardstein said in a prepared statement.
He said the decision was not influenced by calls to the county attorney’s office from community supporters of Pollard. They had started a social-media campaign to raise awareness about a case they said unfairly blamed a domestic-abuse victim for standing her ground.
Gerhardstein declined to comment further before the sentencing.
A CLAIM OF SELF-DEFENSE
Pollard maintained her innocence during her trial in the winter of 2016.
She said she swung a knife at her boyfriend, who she said had abused her previously, in self-defense on July 2, 2015.
Pollard told investigators that Nwankpa showed up drunk to the townhouse she lived in with her children that day and she told him to leave. But he returned, broke in through a window, and began trying to fight her.
She followed him to the basement, grabbing a knife along the way for protection, she said.
She claimed Nwankpa came at her again, so she stabbed him.
Pollard was arrested shortly after calling police to report the boyfriend’s break-in. She didn’t initially tell dispatchers that she had stabbed him and, instead, offered differing versions of what happened, legal documents say.
Officers found Nwankpa, 30, unconscious and bloody at the bottom of her basement stairs. He died a short time later from a stab wound to his chest.
When police told her he died, “she cried and said ‘I’m sorry, God.’”
‘I WISH IT DIDN’T HAPPEN THAT WAY’
Looking back, Pollard says Nwankpa’s actions that day compelled her response.
Still, she said she wishes she would have made a different choice in the moment, and wishes even more that she could have found the strength to leave the relationship sooner.
“It was like a nightmare, and things happened so fast,” Pollard said. “I didn’t even know until after the fact that he was wounded … I still think about that a lot … I wish I could tell him that I am sorry. When I go to church I pray that he is resting easy and that he forgives me, because even though I was defending myself, I still wish it didn’t happen that way. I am not a person to kill.”
His death at her hands — the father of her son — is hard to bear, she added.
“I look at my son and I see his father,” Pollard continued. “I might not be incarcerated anymore but I still will always carry around the fact that there is a person that is not here anymore because of me, and I’ll have to explain that to my son.”
She opted to plead guilty of manslaughter despite her belief in her innocence because she said she didn’t want to endure another trial.
Pleading guilty to a crime she doesn’t think she committed still left her feeling somewhat defeated, she added, even though it helped guarantee her freedom.
“I am not sure how things would have turned out,” she said of a possible second trial. “I think there would have been a better chance that I could have been acquitted, but I am not a gambler and I don’t like to gamble with my life.”
Pollard’s defense attorney, Edith Brown, declined to comment about her case until after her sentencing this spring. Her other attorney, A.L. Brown, didn’t return a call for comment.
Nwankpa’s father said a jury would have found Pollard guilty again, saying her story of what happened that night has never added up.
He called her assertions that his son was abusive toward her “lies,” just like the lies he said she continues to tell about the night of the stabbing.
In particular, he said there was no evidence to back up Pollard’s assertion that the two had been locked in a physical altercation before she stabbed him.
“She was defending nothing,” Silas Nwankpa said. “I know my son. He was a kind man … somebody who helps people. Now my son is dead, and he is not coming back.”
In addition to his parents and several other relatives in the United States and Nigeria, Nwankpa also left behind his son with Pollard and a daughter.
‘WHAT MAY SEEM CRIMINAL MAY QUALIFY AS SELF-DEFENSE’
The activists who have rallied behind Pollard have called out the Ramsey County attorney’s office for criminalizing what they say were the innocent actions of a domestic abuse victim defending her family.
They point to the fact that Nwankpa was twice convicted of domestic violence-related crimes involving other women.
In contrast, Pollard’s criminal history includes traffic violations and a disorderly-conduct conviction in 2004, which was dismissed when she met conditions in the case.
Her supporters have circulated her story on social media sites — namely Facebook — asking that people call Ramsey County Attorney John Choi and urge him to reconsider her case.
Gerhardstein said the office received “a few calls” before reaching a plea deal with Pollard.
Supporters have also set up an online fundraising effort aimed at helping Pollard — who lost her home, job and vehicle — get back on her feet.
Pollard also lost custody of her children after her conviction. Her parents have been raising them, she said.
So far, the online campaign has raised a little more than $1,000 of its $20,000 goal.
Among those helping to spread word of the campaign has been the Minnesota Coalition for Battered Women.
Liz Richards, the organization’s executive director, said the community needs more education about how the legal system responds to instances in which domestic-abuse victims step into potentially criminal territory.
“A lot of people generally think battered women are always the victim and that they never fall on the other side of the equation, but we know that is not always the case,” Richards said. “Looking across a spectrum of cases, the actions domestic-violence victims will take to protect themselves and their families … oftentimes will end up being seen as criminal behavior or it might actually be criminal behavior.”
When that happens, Richards said, it’s important for those in the legal system to take the broader context into account.
“Those are issues we are very concerned about that we’re trying to have more discussions about with (those in the legal system),” Richards said. “Because if you don’t understand all the history and the context … then what may seem on the surface as criminal activity may well qualify as self-defense.”
She added that it’s also important to take that context into account when thinking about how best to charge and subsequently sentence battered partners who commit crimes against their abusers.
Richards would not comment on whether she thought Choi’s office made the wrong move in Pollard’s case. But she did note that Pollard, a mother, is left to figure out how to support six children with a violent felony on her record.
“She is experiencing some of the collateral consequences (of her conviction) in terms of her ability now to secure adequate and safe housing and get a job so (she) can move forward and support her family.”
‘LIKE CLEAN LINEN AND FRESH AIR’
Since her release, Pollard has worked odd jobs — mainly as a custodian — through a local organization that helps connect convicts with employment.
She still has no vehicle and continues to look for her own housing.
She vividly recalls the pain of having to surrender her baby 36 hours after giving birth to him while she was in custody awaiting trial.
It was her love and connection with him and the rest of her children that Pollard said kept her motivated and hopeful while in prison in Shakopee.
She smiles as she recalls smelling her children’s necks when her parents would bring them to visit her twice a month.
“They smelled like clean linen and fresh air,” Pollard recalled. “I loved that smell. It reminded me that one day I am going to be free and be back with them and smell that smell all the time.”
It was hard every time they left, though. It’s still hard that she can visit them only on the weekends as she has been unable to regain custody.
But it’s better than it was when she was imprisoned, especially when it comes to time with her youngest, Chancellor.
“It’s just fun getting to know him and learning more about his likes and dislikes and getting him dressed. Now we are on to potty training,” Pollard said. “I am just overjoyed looking at him and knowing that I am here for him.”
Raising her children is her ultimate purpose, Pollard said. She also wants to help raise awareness about domestic violence and the early signs of abuse.
She knows she can’t control other people’s opinions about her story. But she says she’s not fixated on what others think.
“This experience has changed me, because I learned to appreciate all of the things I have in my life,” Pollard said. “And when I start to feel like I’m in trouble or I feel down or I feel sad, I just turn to God. … I know that he will never put more on me than I can bear.”